Thursday, February 7, 2013

Birth Story

Well here is the birth story of our precious baby girl Brooklynn Ann Graybill... better late than never lol

My last post was in the morning after my last prenatal appointment... I had no idea that I would be going into labor that night :)

So on January 8th I had my OB appointment in the morning. At that appointment we set up a date for induction just in case our baby girl didn't come on her own and my doctor stripped my membranes too. After the appointment I came home and hung out with my mom and started to bounce on my birthing ball... When Bart got home from work we went to the store so I could do some walking. I was hoping that walking, bouncing on my ball, and doc stripping my membranes was going to get things going... After about 45 min of walking around Walmart we came back home, but I still wanted to walk some more. So Bart and I start walking around our apartment complex. As we were walking my contractions were becoming more regular but not realyl progressing in pain. They were lasting about 40 seconds coming every two minutes. So we kept on walking... finally when I couldn't feel my face anymore and I was starting to get really really cold we went back inside.

Bart and I sit down on the couch together get all snuggled up and get ready to watch a movie, at this point its around 10pm. I say we were sitting on the couch for about 5 minutes when I felt a huge gush of fluid... I pushed Bart off me and stood up and said... "I either just peed my pants or my water just broke." Bart's face at that moment was priceless! His eyes got all big and bright. Then the rush and panic set in for him. I went into the bathroom and sat on the toilet and even more amniotic fluid came rushing out. It was like I was peeing but I wasn't. It was a pretty weird feeling. Once it stopped I went t change my clothes and head to the hospital. Bart had the car pulled around bags and car seat all ready to go. :) I was standing at the door waiting for Bart to come back in when even more fluid started coming out! I could not believe it. My pants were completely soaked again! I felt like I lost 10lbs just in fluid in a matter of minutes. I wasn't sure what to do change my clothes or just get in the car and head to l&d. I decided to just stay in those clothes and head over.

When we get to l&d I get hooked up to the monitors and the waiting game begins. Then the nurse comes in to check and see how far dilated I am... She said I was a tight 1cm and only 50% thinned... Hmmm... funny because earlier that day my doctor said that I was 2cm and 70% thinned. lol... I think she told me that to make me feel better about myself haha. So they started an IV and started Pitocin to get the contractions going.

From that point we waited and waited and waited... During all the waiting I started to get really really sick. I was throwing up and spiked a temp of 101. During my entire labor my temp never went below 100. I really wanted to do this all natural but that was not the case. I was trying to focus and breath through my contractions while throwing up... I just couldn't do it. I labored for about 7 hours, but at that point I couldn't do it anymore and I had to ask for an epidural. The anesthesiologist that administered the epidural was great! She talked us through it and let me know exactly what she was doing and when. I was so nervous sitting there. They ask you to be as still as possible... But my whole body was shaking uncontrollably, they say that is normal during labor... Anyways so I am trying to be as still as possible, trying to not throw up, and trying to not focus on the pain of the contractions while she was administering the epidural. That was a challenge to say the least... But when she was done my pain was pretty much gone. It was great! :) I was hoping to finally be able to get some rest too...

Doctor comes in to check me after awhile and I was 3cm dilated. And that is when they started the internal monitoring and I was stuck in bed for the rest of the time. It took forever for me to dilate to 5cm. But once I got to 5cm it didnt take anytime at all for me to get to 10cm dilated. Doctor came in and checked me and said I was at 8cm 100% thinned. That was great! It was like a light at the end of the tunnel lol. Doctor said that we should have her by late afternoon ;) When she came back and checked me again I was 9cm... Getting so close! So after awhile she came back in to check me and I was still 9cm! Damn! I thought for sure I would be 10cm...

Something happened where doctor had to do a c-section on some lady due to bleeding and all that, so it was a little while till she was able to check me again. I was starting to get a slight feeling push, I felt some pressure down there, when the doc came in and said lets deliver this baby! I was so excited. Then she said well maybe I should check to see if you are dilated to 10cm... She said oh yeah you are def dilated I can see her head! I couldn't believe it lol. I sear within a minute there were tons of people in the room and I was getting ready to push! :)








 So after three contractions and 4 pushes our precious baby girl was born.













She was born right on her due date! January 9th 2013 at 2:37pm weighing 7lbs 10oz. She was/is absolutely perfect!
















I waited 9 months to meet this precious baby girl! I was so over whelmed with emotion I couldn't do anything but cry! I will cherish this moment for the rest of my life. I was so happy to have a photographer there to capture this!











                                                          Meet Brooklynn Ann Graybill








                                                                One happy daddy
















                                                                     
                                                                   Our little family




Tuesday, January 8, 2013

LAST Weekly Tummy Pic...

39w6d



Okay so tomorrow Brooklynn will officially be FULL TERM...

Had our much anticipated doctor appointment today. I got all of my questions answered and feel really great about everything. I am 70% effaced and still 2cm dilated... Doctor stripped my membranes and we scheduled an induction for Sunday 13th. I am so excited knowing that is the latest that our little girl will be here! I cant WAIT to hold her in my arms and see her precious little face. I am still hoping that she comes on her own, I dont want to be induced. I dont think I will be able to labor all natural with an induction. I will try my best but who knows... So now we just sit and wait for our baby girl!!!!

Well I guess this is going to be my last weekly tummy pic update... Wow everything is getting so surreal! Our princess is going to be here in 5 days!

So here are some statistics on miss Brooklynn...

She is 279 days old
99.6% through pregnancy
98.9% through third trimester
TOMORROW is her due date!! :)
5 days until induction! <3

Monday, January 7, 2013

Bored... {more mucous... really?}

okay well I am just sitting at home not doing too much... Bounced on my birthing ball today... that has been the highlight of my day so far haha...

Waiting for Bart to come home for lunch.. once he leaves to go back to work I am going to go to the mall and walk for a couple hours lol... Trying everything to get this show on the road.. We are getting so anxious to meet our baby girl!

Well I guess there is some progress to report... Just and FYI it is TMI... So a couple weeks ago or whenever it was I thought I had lost all of my mucous plug... well was I wrong about that... Last night and early this morning I was having some good contractions.. nothing that was consistent though bummer... anyways so when I went to the bathroom there was A LOT of redish brown mucous... I thought since there was so much the last time that I passed the whole thing... Well that is clearly not the case... I dont know if everything is out now or what but I hope so... and I hope that this means labor is going to happen soon... prob not, but one can hope right ;)

Oh and more exciting news my mom is on her way to Iowa right now :) she will be here by this evening! Cant wait to see her! I haven't seen her since August.. :)

Dad will be flying in on Thursday! I am so happy to be able to see my family! I have missed them sooo much! It is really hard to not have any family around... especially while I am pregnant and hormonal.. My parents have been so supportive through this entire pregnancy and I am so thankful for that...

Okay so doctor appointment tomorrow at 9:50... I am going in there with a mission lol. I will be leaving there with a set due date no later than Monday... Shooting for Friday... But still hoping that Brooklynn will just come on her own... I plan on giving birth to her naturally, but I know with being induced it is going to make the labor sooo much harder for me.. especially if they have to give me pitocin. Which I would like to use as a last resort. I am hoping that they can strip the membranes and break my water... and see if that will make everything go right along... but who knows...



Some pics I took this morning... I was bored. <3 



Creative inspiration.. Melanie Catron ;) thanks for the pic idea haha..












Oh and it is SOOOO nice knowing I dont have to work again until MARCH! Woo Hoo!
Will update tomorrow <3

Thursday, January 3, 2013

39 Week Doc Appt...

Well nothing has changed. Everything is still the same... UGH... I am so tired of being pregnant {end of rant} ;)

On the bright side my mom will be here on Sunday and that is my last day of work as well... Well technically Monday is, but I dont have to work just getting paid for it! :) I LOVE floating holidays lol.

Oh doctor did say if I dont go into labor on my own I will be induced on the 18th of January, which would put me at 41w2d. I am really hoping our little princess doesn't make us wait that long to meet her. I honestly dont think I will be pregnant for that much longer... I think if anything she will be here around the 12th. IDK why that date sticks in my head but it does... My dad told me a while back he thinks the 4th... So I guess we will see.. and Bart just wants this little girl here NOW! lol... I can tell he is starting to get really impatient. :)

So my next appointment is Tuesday the 8th... I will be 39w6d.. I would like to talk to my doctor a little more about induction and that whole process at that appointment. And if anything if we could move the date up because my dad will be flying back home on the 19th at 9am! I do not want him to miss the birth of Brooklynn and then my mom would be going home a couple days later! :( But she has the ability to extend her vacation if she has too, which is awesome! It is going to be such a big help having them here to help us through these first couple weeks. Oh and I know that if I haven't had her by my next appointment I will have to go and have some testing done to make sure it is okay for miss Brooklynn to stay in there past my due date. I think it is just an ultra sound to check fluid levels, her size, and how the placenta is doing. Well that's it for now. I guess I will know more on Tuesday... Or she could come before then... Who knows... the anticipation is KILLING me haha...

Oh and a little side note... I haven't had any caffeine since the day I found out I was pregnant... and right now I am enjoying my first diet dr pepper {Well any caffeine for that matter} in 9 MONTHS!!!!!! AAAHHHH it is so delicious! Everyone that knows me knows that I used to have these about umm 3-4 times a day... Plus a Starbucks {clearly I was extremely healthy}, so this is such a treat! One happy momma :)

Hope everyone has a great weekend! <3

3 days until I get to see my mom!
3 days left of work!
7 days until I get to see my dad!

Oh this is a little edit to the original post. I forgot to put this in here earlier... I lost 3lbs at my last appointment (woohoo) and I had zero weight gain at this appointment! YAY! I know my baby girl is growing so that has to mean I am losing some weight lol. By some weight I mean like a pound haha. It is the only good news from today.  :)

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Weekly Tummy Pic...

38w6d... Is this ever going to be over?


Baby girl is def starting to drop.. I feel her a lot lower now and her butt isn't shoved up under my rib cage anymore! Yay... It is a nice relief!


First off I have to say that I am so thankful to have had a problem free pregnancy so far. I am grateful to be bale to carry a healthy baby to full term... With that being said I am so ready for this to be over. I am getting so anxious and excited to meet our baby girl. Every day I wake up thinking "I wonder if today is the day"  and so far it hasn't been lol... I always hoped for her to come early but deep down I dont think she will... And if she does I think it will only be a couple days...

I have a doctors appointment on Thursday at 10:25am... I am hoping I am 5cm and they send me right to L&D... haha {wishful thinking at its finest} I know that will NOT be the case but hey it would be nice :) so next week I will be 40 weeks pregnant... So CRAZY! I cant believe it! If she doesn't come early I still know the end is near... :) I cant wait to hold our baby girl! If I do go past my due date I will have to go to L&D for an ultrasound to make sure that it is safe for her to stay in there for a little longer... if not I am assuming I would be admitted and induced... idk how that whole process  works. At my appointment on Thursday I am going to make sure I ask her what the plan is if I go past my due date... and a few other things... So on Thursday there will most likely be a short post about how my appointment went and if I am dilated or effaced more... also I am going to ask where her head is stationed.. I meant to ask last appointment but the cervical check was so extremely uncomfortable I couldn't even process anything.

So today is my first day off of three :) yay... a little mini vacation.. I love knowing I got paid to sit at home all day :) then I will work Fri, Sat and my last day will be Sunday! yay! then I will be back at work March 4th... Also on Sunday my mom will be coming into town!!!!! I cant wait to see her... It feels like it has been forever! Then my dad will be flying in on Thursday the 10th!!! It have been almost a year and a half since I have seen him! So excited for the end of this week and next! And hopefully somewhere in between there we will be welcoming our baby girl! <3

Oh and New Years Eve was uneventful to say the least... haha I was asleep before it was even midnight... poor Bart lol... But I do remember him coming in the room, I am assuming at midnight, and giving myself and our daughter (my belly) a kiss... :)







Here is a little comparison pic of Bart and our baby girl... I wonder if she is his! haha... They have the same nose, lips, chin, cheeks, and even sleep with their hands tucked under their chins... When I woke up and saw him I immediately thought of her and how much they look alike... :)






 Oh and on Saturday my work threw me a baby shower! Which was so nice of everyone there! We had lots and lots of cake :) Brooklynn got lots of clothes and gift cards. :) 





















So I will leave this with some statistics on miss Brooklynn...
Brooklynn is 272 days old
97.1% through the pregnancy
91.2% through the third trimester
8 days remain until her due date!!!!

<3 <3 <3


Thursday, December 27, 2012

Weekly Tummy Pic... {EDITED}

Okay so this is a couple days late...







 this pic was taken at 37w6d...








So I am 38w1d had an appointment yesterday that went well... I lost 3lbs! Woo Hoo... Obviously it was because I got super sick... Dilation didn't change much and I am 50% effaced. I didn't think to even ask what she is stationed at... I was more worried about my doctor getting her arm out of my vajayjay. Well it felt like she had the whole thing in there. That was one painful check up... maybe it was because as soon as she started to check me I was having a contraction. All I know is I wouldn't even think straight lol. It was way more painful than the last check up. I did talk to my doctor about induction just in case Brooklynn isn't here by her due date. She said that she will only let me go about a week past my due date, not much longer than that. She did say that if I go past my due date I will have to go to l&d and have some tests done to make sure that there is enough fluid and all that stuff. Then we would schedule an induction for around the 16th. We would schedule the induction for when she is on call that way she is the one to deliver Brooklynn. So hopefully it is before the 16th ;) I really dont want to wait that long at all... Also hoping that I dont have to get induced. I would like for Brooklynn to come on her own. So right now it is just a waiting game for us... which is a game that Bart and I are not fond of.

So yesterday I got a lot accomplished lol... I felt very productive. I went to the doctor, shopping, and pretty much deep cleaned the house! It was so cluttered from all the Christmas stuff... I have to say shopping was a nightmare... well dealing with people was, buying stuff that I wanted/needed was some nice therapy. I finished getting all of the postpartum things that I needed, so now we are really ready for this little one. We have all of our bags packed and ready to go. I also was able to find some cue clothes on sale for Brooklynn too :)

Well my next appointment is a week from today... I will be 39w1d. Hopefully there is more progress... or I have our little girl by then. Oh and a little side not my last day of work is on the 6th! Super excited about that! Not too much longer... But then I dont really know what I am going to do with myself.. Sitting around just waiting for her to come seems like a nightmare. Maybe I will work up until my dad gets here, which is the 10th. decisions decisions... lol.

Well here are some statistics on miss Brooklynn
Brooklynn is 267 days old
95.4% through pregnancy
85.7% through third trimester
13 days left until her due date
And she has been considered full term for 8 days now.

<3

Okay so I have to edit this... TMI Warning. lol... I just lost my mucous plug... well part of it maybe? IDK how much there is in there... but it was like a big glob of snot brownish/blood tinged in color... I know TMI but that is the point of this blog... to document the progress of this pregnancy. Lets get this show on the road haha... I will still be pregnant for weeks probably... :) okay that is all for now...

Friday, December 21, 2012

Maternity Pics...

Well we got our maternity pics :) I LOVE them! Now I am ready for some newborn pictures lol.. These were taken when I was 35w3d...
































So yesterday was an interesting day to say the least... Yesterday morning when I woke up I just felt off... my stomach hurt really bad, Brooklynn wasnt moving as much as she normally does, and tmi... but I had really bad diarrhea. So I got in the shower hoping it would make me feel a little better... it didnt... I was getting ready for work and I knew it was only a matter of time before I was going to throw up... So as soon as I started to throw up it was non stop ugh... So I called my doc and asked them at what point should I worry about dehydration... I couldn't keep anything down... they said if I cant keep anything down for 24 hours then I need to go to labor and delivery that wayt hey could hook me up to an IV and give me some fluids... so I called into work and stayed in bed most of the day... until I was laying in bed for over 2 hours and never felt Brooklynn move. So I called labor & delivery and asked them what they would like me to do. They told me to come in ASAP so they could monitor me and Brooklynn... OF course this had to happen in the middle of a blizzard! ugh. so stressful. So I call Bart and he comes home from work immediately and takes me to the hospital. We get to labor and delivery they hook me up to the monitors and start an IV for fluids. Brooklynn was okay, thank god, and I was extremely sick... Not a good time at all... While hooked up to the monitor I was having contractions every 3-5 min but they were not increasing in strength and length of time so doc said that I was not in labor.. which I knew I wasn't, I just felt like shit. So we were at the hospital for a couple hours and then we were finally able to go home.

Today I have been pretty much sleeping all day... My body feels super weak... but I was able to drink some juice and have a bowl of cheerios today... I dont think my stomach can hadle much of anything else at this point. My contractions have def slowed down and are back to the normal painless, sporadic Braxton Hicks that I am used too... Brooklynn still hasnt been moving as much as normal, but I think that she is just laying low for her mommy... My stomach is already extremely sore from throwing up so much yesterday and last night. So it helps not having her kick and punch me all the time...

My next appointment is the day after xmas. I cant wait to go to that appointment and see if I have dilated anymore... Hopefully I have... I feel like Brooklynn is even lower now and she is starting to put a lot more pressure down there... Well that is about it for now... I cant wait for Christmas next week.. I am going to miss being able to spend it with Bart's family :( but it will be nice just to hang out with Bart all day... Maybe we will go see a movie or something. idk... Well I hope everyone has a great weekend. <3